November was my last full month in Lesotho, and a number of notable things happened. But I’m too lazy to string them together into some kind of coherent narrative, so here they are in a sort of Stray Thoughts Omnibus:
Theater Club continued to have a couple meetings every week. We read through many of the scripts in Plays magazine, and then I asked the students who attended meetings most regularly to choose their favorite. We had read quite a range of works – dramas, comedies, historical plays, folk stories and book adaptations. But when asked to pick out just one, the group of teenage girls unanimously chose The Dowry, essentially a romantic comedy set in olden timey Spain. They got a big kick out of the play, but were mildly outraged that in some cultures a dowry was paid by a girl’s family. (Traditionally in Lesotho a boy’s family pays the bride’s in the form of several head of cattle.)
We didn’t really have time to put on a full production that we could perform in front of the school, especially once the Ds began taking their own final exams. But I did hold auditions and assign parts, and we had several long practices in which we blocked scenes. I worked with them on reading smoothly and clearly, projecting their voice, and reacting to the other actors in their scene. I’m pleased with the progress we made in the time we had, but I also really wish I had another year to keep working with these students, given all that I’ve learned about them. I suppose that applies to my classes and everything else I’ve worked on this year, too.
As the weather warms up I’ve been seeing a lot of these crazy rainbow-colored grasshoppers. I did a google search and it looked a lot like a rainbow bush locust except I’m not sure it had those red spikey things on its back. But it was big and had rainbow colored wings and was kind of awesome. I’ve seen a number of interesting bugs around St. Rods actually. On hot days when I’m walking along the dirt path to Mpatana to get milk and whatnot I’ll sometimes see dung beetles. One time I saw this crazy electric blue, furry spider that really stood out against the red soil. It also moved really fast and was pretty creepy looking. I haven’t even come close to identifying it (clearly my naturalist skills are pretty weak).
Earlier in the year I started thinking about how I could encourage my students to keep in touch with me after I returned to the US. One idea that occurred to me was to give each of my students a business card with my address, email, phone number, etc. on it. I passed this notion on to my family, and they did all the work for me. My parents brought a bunch of cards with them, including some that were laminated, and in the middle of November I received a package with cards that also had my picture on them. So by the end of the school year I had several hundred cards to hand out to the students, teachers, nuns, and pretty much anyone else I had met in Lesotho.
They were a big hit with the students. I met the E2s in their classroom after their penultimate exam (which happened to be their last math exam) and gave them the cards as well as gingerbread cake. As I handed out their cards they burst into a song that consisted solely of singing “M’e Gwen-y, ‘M’e Gwen-y” over and over. It was incredibly sweet but also hilarious, and that is why leaving those girls broke my heart. The word spread to other classes that they’d all be getting little tokens with my face on it, and I had only to walk into a class and pull a stack of cards out of my bag to trigger immediate applause.
Of course the real test will be if any of them contact me – but if I get just one letter or email or text, even if it’s ten years from now, it will be worth it.
One morning I was groggily going about my morning routine of putting water on the stove to boil and shoving food in my face when I heard what sounded like something heavy hitting the kitchen door. I was about to swing open the door and see what was going on, but first I peeked out the window. Several of the neighbor kids plus one teacher were standing outside, staring intently at our doorstep. Every now and then one of the kids would slowly raise a rock, take careful aim, and hurl it at our door. I thought better of my original plan and went out the back door and around the house to ask what was going on.
As soon as I rounded the corner of the house I understood the situation – there was small snake (maybe 1.5 ft long, not terribly thick) with its head reared back and hissing. The teacher was standing with a bucket, watching apprehensively. She had been on her way to get water from the tap by our house, spotted the snake, and called over the extermination squad.
The snake didn’t look poisonous to me – more like something that eats mice. But, as I’ve already shown, I am not to be trusted when it comes to identifying Lesotho wildlife. And anyway, the kids had already maimed it, so I just let them keep throwing rocks until it was dead. When I took a closer look at the snake I saw a couple really distinctive characteristics. There were red stripes on each side of its head near the mouth, and when it had reared its head back and hissed black folds of skin (or something) stood up behind its eyes to make it look sort of like a cobra (but it wasn’t quite a hood). From these details I’m pretty sure it was a red-lipped herald snake which, sure enough, is harmless to humans.
Seshoeshoes are traditional dresses worn by women in Lesotho. Many previous (female) fellows have purchased them in the past, and buying my own and wearing it to school was on my to-do-before-the-end-of-the-year list. The entire process involved talking to my fellow teachers, meeting with a woman in Maseru who sews seshoeshoes, having a couple meetings about exactly what I wanted (there’s very wide variation in the colors, patterns, and style of seshoeshoes), and finally picking them up in Maseru. I had two seshoeshoes made (one blue, one green) and managed to have them ready a couple weeks before school closed. Unfortunately, it wasn’t quite in time to wear them before the Es and Cs left. But all the other students (plus all the teachers, of course) were still around to bear witness the day I paraded to school in my seshoeshoe.
I’ve seen countless variations on seshoeshoes worn by women around Lesotho, and nearly every outfit differs a little from the next. They’re all made with the same seshoeshoe material, which comes in many colors, but most commonly blue and brown. There are also many different patterns, but they’re all very small and subtle – they remind me a little of the patterns I associate with Japanese fabrics (not that I know very much about Japanese traditional attire).
The dress itself can be almost any style, but most have elaborate embroidery, especially around the neckline and pockets. It doesn’t even have to be a full dress – I’d seen many women wearing a seshoeshoe skirt paired with some other top. This is what I chose for myself, because I thought I’d be more likely to wear it back home. Women also frequently wear a headscarf, called a luku, made out of the same fabric of their seshoeshoe. As I was getting my seshoeshoes custom-made, I made sure I also got matching lukus for my skirts.
I was a bit nervous the morning I donned my seshoeshoe and luku for school. It was certainly a departure from my usual wardrobe, and I had no sense of whether I looked awesome or ridiculous. The reaction when I arrived at school, however, was resoundingly positive. Students burst into applause and cheers as I walked down the hall. If you’ve never had that response to your choice of outfit for the day, I can tell you it does wonders for your self-esteem. My favorite moment might have been when I was in the staff room, and one of the other teachers walked into the room. As soon as she snapped eyes on me her face broke into a big grin and just shrieked at the top of her lungs. I also received lots of expert advice on how to properly tie my luku.
My other seshoeshoe skirt was in a very traditional style, and it received an even more enthusiastic response, if that’s possible. I wore it on the last day of classes, so the general euphoria of students anticipating summer break may have also been feeding their goodwill. I think the students also liked the fact that I had bought two seshoeshoes, because they took it to mean I really like seshoeshoes (and I do). They made me promise that I would wear them in America, which I fully intend to do.
I’d been looking forward to Thanksgiving since, oh, April because it is definitely one of my favorite holidays, and I couldn’t wait to celebrate it Bo Grinnell-style. I figured by November I’d be a pro at cooking without refrigeration or electricity, and all year long I scoped out grocery stores in Lesotho and South Africa for Thanksgiving-y ingredients. I even recruited my family into sending essentials that were difficult to find in Africa (namely cranberries, canned pumpkin, and evaporated milk).
For the last couple years the Namibia fellows have visited Bo Grinnell on Thanksgiving, and I looked forward to meeting the new Namibia fellows (they arrived in July) and whipping up a big feast. Unfortunately the Namibia fellows couldn’t make it because of work (they work at a desert research station and thus have a less predictable schedule than those of us at a school). So we invited a couple friends from Maseru who had been hoping to come visit us and see St. Rods sometime anyway.
We planned to have our Thanksgiving meal on Saturday. Our friends would drive out that morning, bringing poultry and other refrigerated Thanksgiving essentials, and stay at Bo Grinnell overnight. I woke up Saturday morning and looked out the window to find a completely overcast sky. (I’d been hoping to do some solar charging.) Well, I thought to myself, at least it’s not raining. And of course a giant crack of thunder immediately responded and basically set the tone for the rest of the day.
Rain soon followed and barely let up for the rest of the day. I had a strict schedule of food preparation to follow, so I hurried to the kitchen to get started. That was when I discovered that we were completely out of gas. My visions of a holiday feast were rapidly dimming, and my co-fellow texted our friends to let them know the situation. It turned out that one of them (the driver, as it happens) had gotten sick. We had so many reasons to cancel our plans it felt a bit like overkill. So instead of a Thanksgiving celebration we spent a rather gloomy rainy day feeling sorry for ourselves because we couldn’t make hot drinks.
We did get a new tank of gas eventually, and I was determined to have some kind of Thanksgiving meal. After all, we had all those cans of pumpkin from the US sitting around. So on Sunday I woke up early and made a super speedy day trip to Maseru to buy chicken, butter, green beans, sour cream, and other Thanksgiving-y things. Normally it would have been way too hot for those things to sit in a taxi for several hours, but I bought a couple bags of ice from the movie theater and stuffed them in my tote bag, which worked pretty well.
I arrived at Bo Grinnell around 6:00pm, and my co-fellow and I proceeded to stay up late making our Thanksgiving feast (finally). Our menu (for four in theory, two in practice) included barbecue chicken (cooked by Pick N Pay), corn casserole, green beans, mashed potatoes (with butter!), cranberry sauce, homemade bread, pumpkin bread, pumpkin pie (with whipped cream!) and sauvignon blanc (chilled!). The cream unfortunately had a pretty strong UHT flavor, but I was still super proud that I’d been able to whip it by hand. (I used the remaining ice to chill the bowl for the cream.)
It was nearing midnight by the time we actually had our feast, three days late, but it was still very satisfying. And candlelit, naturally.
At the end of the school year, when all the teachers have finished marking exams and filled out report cards, we have a meeting called Promotions. This is where the teachers meet to discuss those students who did not pass outright and decide whether they should move on (be promoted) to the next form. Passing was based on a cumulative grade – I was never clear on exactly how this number was calculated. But if it was over 40% the student passed. A significant number of students did not meet this standard, especially in the upper grades. Only 11 Ds out of 60+ passed (although many more were promoted).
In deciding whether a student should be promoted, teachers evaluated her potential for performing well in the next form. This was especially important to consider in the case of Bs and Ds, whose advancement the next year would be determined solely by standardized tests. Very few students ever repeat form E, so teachers are hesitant to promote a student in form D unless they’re very sure she’s ready for form E.
If a student had a cumulative grade somewhat close to 40% (35% or higher) and passed at least four subjects, one of which was English, then she was promoted with no argument. The more in-depth discussions of a student occurred when students didn’t quiiite meet even that standard. Then teachers started comparing their impressions of that student in class, her improvement/decline over the year, and whether there were home/personal issues to take into account. Some students had been held back for multiple years, and we discussed whether it was better to pass a student if she would otherwise become discouraged and drop out of school altogether.
As the only math teacher of the A1s and A3s I was proud to be able to vouch for a couple of my students. One of my students had been struggling at the beginning of the year, but recently made huge improvements. She was asking me questions outside of class, doing her homework, and improved her final exam score over her midterm by about 35 percentage points. We ultimately decided to hold her back, thinking she would perform better overall next year and be better prepared for form B than if we promoted her now.
Another student consistently did well in my class, always doing her classwork thoroughly and promptly, and asking questions when she didn’t understand. I believe she passed all of my exams and finished with a strong pass in math overall (55% or thereabouts). I was surprised to see on her report card that she had only passed one other class. I don’t remember which subject it was, but it was not English, which would have helped her case greatly. All the other teachers said that she was lazy in their classes and that she should repeat the grade. I spoke up because she’s easily one of the best five students in that particular class (in math). It seemed that she was very bright and capable, but apparently unmotivated in her other classes. We decided to promote her, under the condition that she work hard and apply herself in form B.
I felt really good about being able to contribute to the conversation and help create a fair depiction of each student. And it was even more gratifying to have the other teachers listen to my perspective and give it equal weight, even though they all have much more experience with promoting students than me. The meeting started in the late afternoon and ended well past 8:00 (my first experience lighting candles in the staff room). At the end of the meeting I regretted that I wouldn’t be able to stick around for a few more years and continue to watch these students grow and improve. I hope those address cards work, and that I’ll be hearing from both students and teachers so that I can cheer them on from afar.